The Conversation

I 'am wandering slowly
This road never ends
Too many details
For me to comprehend
But now I can see them
Feel them when I move
I used to hide in the garden
When I couldn't face the truth

But I can't go back
To yesterday
I have seen the imperfections
Now they won't go away
If I could go back
There's a few words I might add
To the conversation
We will never have

I knew you would change me
You opened the door
My mind is flying now
But it's no guided tour
Cause you showed me the pathway
Then I was alone
Now I am travelling and
I can't find my way home

And I can't go back
To yesterday
I have seen the implications
Now they won't go away
And you'll never know
Why it hurt so bad
Cause that's a conversation we will never have
That's a conversation we will never have

And I can't go back
To yesterday I have seen the imperfections
Now they won't go away
And you don't know me
So there's nothing more to add
To the conversation we will never have
The conversation we will never have